17th nov..

Get back home off the bus all disorientated as usual..get back to the crap you always face coming home, bills, washing, tidying and unpacking etc..catch up with emails and stuff before having a lazy evening at my mums watching russell brands ponderland and gavin and stacey. only got monday and tuesday off before back with the tour so not much to report in this blog for this week as its all vamps stuff!! Do however get some very bad news via the internet on the tuesday which completely ruins my frame of mind..sounds random but heartbroken and confused pretty much sums up the next couple of weeks in my personal life..say no more..the shows are a blur and i pretty much for the first time feel distracted by the strange occurances going on in my life. i have the best job in the world,im so lucky to travel around doing what i love with people i love and meeting cool people everywhere and going on adventures and i know that but sometimes you lose something you love too and it hurts so much you cant imagine getting over it. im not going to say what it is because some things should be private and all is good now but hey what doesnt kill us makes us stronger..everything happens for a reason etc etc etc...